maybe.

i've taken a turn in life and i'm living on an edge that i've never been on before. it's sharper and could be a lot more painful if the steps i take aren't executed right.
i've been down this path before but never by myself and i don't know if i like it quite yet. i'm still waiting for someone to come and pull me back so that the steps ahead can be thought about out loud. i don't always trust my instincts and sometimes it'd be nice if someone else's opinion would be injected and it'd turn out safely.

maybe i don't want to live a safe life though. maybe i want to live on this edge to find out what i'm missing from when i used to just watch from a distance. i've fallen before and know what not to do, so this time i'll be able to get back up quicker, and maybe a different kind of love will surface from my mild stupidity.

maybe my lack of safety will help me find someone to be scared with.